{"id":2197,"date":"2021-12-21T05:29:45","date_gmt":"2021-12-21T05:29:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jenniferlangart.com\/?p=2197"},"modified":"2021-12-21T05:33:28","modified_gmt":"2021-12-21T05:33:28","slug":"tendencies-ideations-attempts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jenniferlangart.com\/index.php\/2021\/12\/21\/tendencies-ideations-attempts\/","title":{"rendered":"Tendencies Ideations Attempts"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t
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Oil and mixed media on board
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This is the second tiny writing piece.\u00a0 I didn’t know what I was doing, I was making it all up as I go.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t

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I find scratching into oil paint highly satisfying.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Tendencies Ideations Attempts Oil and mixed media on board 18″ x 18″ 2011 This is the second tiny writing piece.  I didn’t know what I was doing, I was making it all up as I go. I find scratching into oil paint highly satisfying.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3138,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"zakra_page_container_layout":"customizer","zakra_page_sidebar_layout":"customizer","zakra_remove_content_margin":false,"zakra_sidebar":"customizer","zakra_transparent_header":"customizer","zakra_logo":0,"zakra_main_header_style":"default","zakra_menu_item_color":"","zakra_menu_item_hover_color":"","zakra_menu_item_active_color":"","zakra_menu_active_style":"","zakra_page_header":true,"om_disable_all_campaigns":false,"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[32],"tags":[148,91,95,59,100,90,37,93,92,94,89],"class_list":["post-2197","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-tiny-writing","tag-art","tag-attempts","tag-bipolar","tag-depression","tag-fine-art","tag-ideations","tag-journal","tag-mixed-media","tag-oil-painting","tag-suicide","tag-tendencies"],"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2189,"url":"https:\/\/jenniferlangart.com\/index.php\/2021\/06\/25\/effervescent\/","url_meta":{"origin":2197,"position":0},"title":"Effervescent","author":"jenniferlang","date":"06\/25\/2021","format":false,"excerpt":"EffervescentOil and opioids on board18\" x 18\"This is the first piece I created for my Tiny Writing series in 2011.\u00a0 I had no plan to add writing to this, it all happened by accident. 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